Sorry

I feel real bad.

Really bad...

I don't know how.

I'm sorry...

I will try my very best to get you one soon to make you become the happiest guy on earth ♥

Not at this moment

I'm feeling stress to the max. That makes me unhappy recently. It can be say, because of me I spoilt things. I'm sorry and I didn't mean to. I'm trying really hard to control my emotions from being burst out because things might be going even worst. Sorry, I'm sucks at this. I know you are a nice guy and I really appreciate that you came to my life. How I wish this happen earlier than everything that what had happen. God knows the answer, because He arrange this. Faith. I'm the kind of person that hardly to forget the past, hardly to let go the past. If I can do it, I won't be having the same dream since 7years ago until now. It is still very fresh in my mind. What she did to me, what she said to you, how she treat you and the way she look at me. I just hate it. Is like, "Did I even owe you anything from your life or something?". Is just sickening when I everytime I see her. She is so confidence at herself with her heavy make up, thick fake eyelashes, big mouth, fat ass and big thigh. I'm sorry for being rude. This isn't me, but this is too much. I can't take it. But for you, I will forget and don't care. I will try and I'm still trying. You tell me, 12.12.2012 is the end of the world and you believe that. there are 3more years to come. I don't want it to come because I don't want it to end. If it really happen, I hope I'm the one who stay by your side, with you. I feel the awkward moment with you, for 15mins in the same car just the 2 of us and not even a word from us both. I don't want it to be happen anymore. I hope things will go well between us. There are more assignments for me and lots of works waiting for me to do. I'm super duper stress. I need to release it out... Is going to burst out anytime!

Empty

Recently there's no update of me
Have been real busy with classes and with love one :)
Soon will be our 1st month, I can't wait :)
I know is short and it might don't mean anything for you guys
Because you guys had months and years relationship
But to me, it mean a lot to me
Because this is where we start
There will be lots more for us both to count
I believe we both can make it and will be the perfect couple

Baby, you know how much you mean for me!
I love you, Darl John.

*The recent us*

Latest

Guess what I have been busy ... ?

I don't even know what I have been busy recently.
Busy with Semester 4 which started for the past 1month
Busy with arguements.
Busy with new changes.
Busy during Raya Week.
My mind had never been stop working.
I need someone to pull me out from all this.

All I know is there are lots lots lots of unpleasant things happen, and yet of course got good news as well.
"I'm still expecting her to say sorry to me!!!!!!!!!"
Some might know what I'm talking about...
Because that was very rude.
Yet, I'm still not happy with what had happen recently.

Arguements
Conflicts
Complications
The blogs
The msges
The emails

Big changes in my 22 life...
A very big one.
A very big lesson I learned
But never look back
But never regret

Be glad for what had happen

Apprecicate for what had happen

Thanks for what had happen

<3 Baby
:)

Quarter to 12

I found this creepy blog about ghosts in Malaysia..
Gosh.. it really scary weii
Take a look at it and you will believe that it exist

http://quarterto12.blogspot.com

For a reason

Everything happen for a reason and no one knows why is it like this. But once you had made the decision, you should know what will come to you next. Do not regret for the decision you had made and do not blame yourself/anyone for making it, because you have your reason to do it. Maybe no one will understand you why, but you should know what you are doing. Everything happen for good and there is a hidden reason for it where you know.

1. Do not regret
2. Be confidence
3. Never look back

Don't be regret what had happen, but thanks because made it happen.

Everything

Everything from now about me will be upside down
Everything will not be the same anymore
Everything will be another thing
Let's make it thru strong

*I don't believe and I see it with my own eyes. You were with another girl right the next day breakup. Imagine, if I were you. I was with another guy. How does it feel? You both are nothing, but common feelings and thinking; unless I don't love you anymore. Unless I don't care about you anymore. Unless everything change just in 1 night. I saw you smiling and laughing with her, go there just to teach her play foosball. Deep inside my heart. Deep inside of me... The feelings is so sour. The feelings is so spicy. The feelings.... I feel like stabbing my heart and stop it. I know you both are just old-flame. I just can't take it because I'm dumb, I'm stupid as I don't know and I can't manage my feelings properly.*

I got assignment dateline, on Thursday; Momiji Video and I haven't start editing. Good luck.

Happy Merdeka!